Three Framed Photos Of Birds Given To Me By A Friend

I

Everyone knows a sparrow;
common as dirt.
Dirt-coloured too, every earthen shade:
granite to iron oxide to the deepest, velvet dark,
streaking to slate in a sand-edged tail.

Here, you are a welcome bit of warmth in winterland —
a meadow blurred with snow,
stalks of spent summer glowing gold in the white light.

Brought front and centre, the striped head and
the seed-like beak reveal another wonder:
an infinitesimal exhalation etching itself on the frigid air.

O holy ghost, ever invisible to the naked, yearning eye;
O Life, O Art:

This is your testament.

II

Winter again: snow and faded goldenrod,
shades of pewter, save for your fuzzy summer peach.

The day is cold:
You sport a junco puffer vest and muffler;
frost furs your balaclava-beak.

Dear little one, keep living.

III

— the sun, the day —
The eastern bluebird sings a picture without words.
I am entranced by the perfection of its feet,
insectizoid in their jointure.

We think of you as creatures of the air but are you, really?
Your regal side-eye pins me to your place.
Twig and lichen are your grasp, Sky
no more than backdrop blue, Tree
mere hazy branching.
In indigo-and-russet robe you pose,
nature and capture made perfect frame:
one radiant scion of that race, which, once and long ago,
reigned, lordly, over all the earth.

Written for Isabel M.
(c) 2024 by Laura Peetoom

Three bird images side by side: a sparrow perched on a branch in a snowy landscape, a junco in muted colors, and an eastern bluebird with a vibrant orange chest sitting on a twig.

Disclaimer

It’s been a few years, and there’s a chill in the air. When the time comes and my current books are launched, they may have to include a new paragraph on the copyright page. To whit:

Dear Reader:

This whole work is about me — my story about as much of the world as I’ve experienced. The world is vast. Imagining, let alone claiming, that I’m trying to speak for or in the voice of you or your family or your kinfolk, tribe, culture, religion, conspiracy theory or whatever you identify with or as — well, that’s about you and the alchemy of storytelling. If you find yourself in this work and dislike what you find, don’t make it about me. Write your own story. That’s where you’ll find what you’re looking for.

— the Author

Courage

I’ve been struggling a bit with my emerging writer’s identity. I realized that, while I have many clear ideas for children’s books that I could be pitching and selling quite readily, that’s not my primary motivation right now. I’m so full of secrets that I need to tell. This is very scary. What if they get me in trouble? What if no one cares? 

In this mood, I think about Bobby McFerrin, the musician who got famous for his song, “Don’t Worry, Be Happy.” He is one of the bravest artists I have ever encountered. I remember the first time I saw him in performance, online in a video recorded after he’d repudiated “Don’t Worry.” He stood before a huge audience on an empty stage with nothing but his self and a mike, and brought the universe of human music down to earth. Every person in that dark audience, including me, was persuaded to enter his dream with dancing hearts.  

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bobby_McFerrin

And in this video, look at how he rejects the efforts of the people behind him to turn what he is doing into mere amusement, that old shuckin’ and jivin’ for the Man. The audience, after that first spontaneous tonal jump, is 100% with him, learning what he has learned, delighting as he delights. The men in the chairs — you feel sorry for them. They’re trapped in a nervous, tittering hell of their own making, while McFerrin and his happy flock are playing in Paradise.  

Earlier in my life I turned my talents to making a living. Now, with the wolf farther from the door, I have space to make art. Dark stage, invisible audience, just my mind and my words. Cue the spotlight. Here we go.